Dear mom & dad,
I’m sorry for the good times we never had.
It might have been easier if it all was better.
It might have been better if it all were easier.
Carry me (bury me).
Life is dragging me down.
Don’t let me become a memory.
I need you now.
I know you can hear me, living on the far side of the earth.
You once told me that death is a forever sleep but I won’t lay my head down until we finally meet again.
We turned love into loss into love into loss only to find each other again. I put a piece of my heart under a glass bell for you to keep.
I’m running out of air, could you please help me breathe?
HOW COULD I EVER GET SO LOST INSIDE MYSELF
MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED WHEN YOU OFFERED TO HELP THERE’S A ROPE IN THE BASEMENT AND IT’S SINGING MY NAME THERE’S A HOLE IN MY HEAD AND I’M SINKING AGAIN
TO BOTH OF YOU, MY TWO RIGHT HANDS:
I KNOW IT’S NOT EASY TO BE MY FRIEND
BUT ONE DAY BITTER MIGHT TASTE BETTER
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