This world I never chose or cared for
Will swallow me whole
These people I used to call friends
Are crushing my soul
Everyone keeps changing
Someone please save me
I’m still living in this cave
And it’s become cold and empty
Self help
My little corner of hell
Tomorrow’s a new day
But I know it will be more of the same
A penny for your thoughts
And a cloud for the pain
Put myself on a pedestal
Cause I’m all I’ve got
It all seemed so simple
Guess you forgot
And I’ve always worn gloves
So I’ll leave you as I am
Broken and down
In desperate need of friends
Nothing is lost
I just need something new
Another step forward and I’m still losing my mind
I wish we could meet but I ain’t got the time
No future friends, but I’ll be fine
I’m no longer weighed down by this heart of mine
Crush my soul.
credits
from Bluest Shade Of Black,
released February 24, 2017
Recorded by Tim De Gieter at Much Luv Studio
Mastered by Carl Saff at Saff Mastering
The latest from this one-man sludge metal project from Baltimore is discordant, spacious, and as heavy as a full group could ever be. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 12, 2019
supported by 5 fans who also own “Catharsis (Self-Help)”
This album is haunting, beautiful, and cathartic. One of the best post-black metal albums out there. I bought a cd on Discogs, but needed the vinyl. Доберман Сатз